sometimes ar.. im doin things that i actually dun wana do it..
n sumtimes, i dun do things that i wana do..
It's lk, duno hw 2say..
Since then... i duno how, when now i see sumthing that i reli wana sound out my ketidakpuasan, but i still hold back... Why leh?
Now talking oso gt restriction.. so sad case mann..
N we actually planned to go to seremban2 k... talk until so damn nice...
But as we think twice.. sumthing restrict it again... haih..
why isit this world so weird at times? n make me dun understand la...
n bcoz of lots of restriction n alot thing ar, caplang... U see.. i nd to do a private blog, for my own to sound out.. huhu...
Not evry1 around me cn be trusted.. They might seemss damn can trust wan la, but in the end, they might be 1 of the human hu actually the one hu betray u, or u say la sumthing lk pengintip.. u name it urself..
recently, i feel alot of up n downs... Im happy bcoz i hv my friends, n yeah.. i got this friend of mine, who willing to be friend again... Actually, we nvr talk lk bout 2 months lor... since before last sem's exam... we nvr talk not bcoz of i n the friend gt prob, it is actually gotta to with sum1 else.. sumtimes i reli duno lor.. y can relate relate until dun talk to each other wan leh..
Sumtimes, ppl are hard to judge.. eventhough their packaging is damn perfect.. But somehow, u duno wats inside.. he/she cud be 100000% perfect in front of ppl, n gv a vry good impression when u 1st see she/he.. But as day gone by, evrything gonna chnge...
People around me oso lk dAT la.. oni 1 i guess? hehehuhu...
facing diff ppl, hv diff faces...
maybe u might say, im oso lk dat..
But i can tell u im not..
up to u to judge la..
But yeah, i lk to emo.. huhu.. But who cares?
Im not happy, den i show not happy face la..
I dun feel shuang, den bu shuang face la..
Why the hell do i nd to hide?
after all, is me myself wat...
I like to show, because i dun like to tell.. That is me...
Okie, im feeling real tired of explaining myself, continue in the next secret post..
cya..
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I knew frm the moment tht "thing" occured u will nvr forget about it..If u noticed tht frm tht moment onward i tried my best to stay away frm tht person..the main reasonn is nt ask u to hide..i just hope tht u could reli be urself..I dun know how u explain the word LOVE..bt for me i will say love meant u cnt control urself frm seeing ur love 1 happy and accept everything frm ur love 1..What im trying to say here is i dun care hw ppl talk about u..i know what am i doing and who am i be with..u r not tht kind of person..u r nt cheating i can clerly understand tht because i cn felt ur deepset love toward me.. Today i watched a drama and one of the actor said :" Think of the bad thing will oni make urself suffer". I strongly agree with him..as if u think back how many happy moment we have spent before..a 5 min word cn stronger past few months you be with me.. Maybe as u say im nt you.i cnt understand ur feeling bt we r human being..this is oni path of ur life..u r not going to stuck on tht way.. I beleive tht u cn pass though it although u cnt 100% forget it..and i wan to add on here is wht is the purpose for u to think of tht as u know u cnt avoid those thing happen in you and even me my own cnt avoid tht.. Therefore i wan you to narrow it out..dun nt think too wide until u dun know urself..it is totaly out of everyone business. Finally i aso hope tht u cn be as sweetie as you r just like the 1st moment i saw u..thts my 1st impression in you sweet..ntg else..thts wht i like and love you so much and dun be afraid i will always be with you no matter how thing goes worst. Good luck in finding youself :)
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