Happie Valentine's Day

It's valentine day... Blog it out, so that if one day, the present lost sumwhr... I can hv sum copy here.. hahahahha...
It's 1st day of cny tooo.. hehehe... So coincidence.. haih.. at 1st, we thought of postponed it to white valentine on mar 14, delay 1 month.. hahahah... but is 1st time ma... jon lau dun feeel lk postpone-ing...
So, after i went to friend's hse, on the 1st day of cny, I chao earlier and I went and meet up with that ehem so called prince... wahahaha... at 1st, i dun1 ler, but think think think, lk vry imp hor, so i went...hmmm.. luckily that beach cafe got open.. so nah..... valentine's treat frm him... thank you arr dear... eeeeyer,,, so geli... but nvm lar.. muacks.

this is duno what peach plus strawberry... hahaha.. i tink they wan sweetsweet laa

this is the combination of cny n valentines... u saw the heart shape, below the red wan? bigger in size wan... that wan is bakkwa... hehe... nt bad..

Then takkan eat oni ma..

So,actually we thought can't celebrate together the 1st valentine.. so earlier, he gave me this bouquet of flowers..it's b4 valentinesss...
gt bear bear sumore... he say he ask to specially made wan wa... coz inti gt valentine sale tooo but they selling 11 kuntum or 3 kuntum.. he say too small.. so he made for me 20...

floweersssszzz

n this... is suppose to be the gift on march 14... But since we can celebrate on the real feb 14, so he say wana gv on the real date.. lolz... the box is choc wor.. he says la.. but i havent open.. we open 2gthr okok? he said if the 2 gifts give together will be perfect.. But anyway, i stilll like it the way u gave me.. =)

lastly, my cafe world... he decorated for me... valentines mood...

This is the 1st valentine i had... n thanks for giving me such sweeet memories.. I will treasure it always... Hope you like what I did tooo... =)

with S2.....

I reli couldn't stand...

I just couldn't unjderstand, why is this world so complicated..
All I want is just to be happy everyday, with my friends, family and You..
But it seems so hard.....
Why do I need to suffer like that?
Why isit this world so unfair?
What had I done in my past life?
Im reli curious...
Why people like to force others to do things they don't like?
What the heck are they having in their mind?
We people can be so happie without them... no matter with my friends, family n whoever...
But why are they the only one that giving problems?
Im reli upset...
Why do I need to quarrel with you everyweek ?
I try my best to make a clean record for not quarreling with you this whole week
BUT IT FAILS..

~THE END~

5W 1H

Guys don't like 5w and 1H.. So?
It is because the guys never give girls a ever secure feeling, dats why thr is 5w and 1H..
why guys can married so many, girls cannot?
Guys can do things girls don't like, so Girls can do the same too..
Guys nvr listen to wat girls dun like, girls can do the same too..
It is a guy responsible to protect a girl..

Love is always so complicated, Im stupid and I don't understand...
I don't understand what is no more feel, n what is past...
I cannot make myself to accept and to belive and to understand..
Perhaps I shud leave this place n go to my own world...

I feel being me myself brings all the trouble, and makes everything goes wrong..
I just feel that I shud never ever appear in your life..
Im just something extra..
Im an extra...

Happy 6th Monthsss

Specially For: the person hu oweys make me angry/wonderfullest guy/amazingest boyfriend/ and the person in the picture below....
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He is none other than................

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My one n only one ehem ehem dear dear: Jon Lau

Happiest moment....stimboating... yum yum

what expresssion is dat??!!

heeeheeex

My presentation day... Thanks for ur support.. not only dat day, but everytime when I need..

hmmmm...

*wink* like model oni...

Happie 1/2 year my dear...
Time really flies, n now we were together for erm..... basicallly 6 monthssszzzzz..
I know this isn't easy for both of us..
Obstacle that we go through in this past 6 months really make us grow alot right?
Anyhow, thanks for loving me all this while, and stay by my side whenever I need you...
You are an amazing guy because you can stand my attitude... You can withstand my ever so small-gas attitude... Although I always get angry with you over little things, but still you jaga me n never leave me alone..
You never fail to make me laugh if ever you tried...
I still remember the 1st day we get together.. whenever I think bout it, I started to put a smile on my face, because you are so......... I duno hw 2 explain...

I know how lucky am I to have you in my life, n pls, u dun never ever think that I don't appreciate you although I seems dun care...
But deep down my heart, you duno la how much I appreciate oso. =p

So, I just wana tell you I love you n thanks for every single particular thing that you have done for me.. I appreciate it loadssszzz...
Once again i wana tell n convince you that, I seriously never regret to be with you since the day we started n I let u hold my hands..... I know I like you, n I will not regret....


With Love,
Carolyn Wong...

feeling uncertain, insecure

Im feeling uncertain...
Im feeling insecure..
Im just feeling emo..
Stupid...
I dislike here... It brings me emo feelings...
Alot of sad things happen here... But there's oso happy moments..
However, I feel that the sad wan is stacking up...
I have so many thoughts... So many things to think..
Am I reli happie now? I don't know...
I don't know what's the feeling of being happy anymore...
It seems like a stranger to me...
tilll then..

ps: carolynwong is getting crazier n gila-er day by day.. she has ntg to do, but to think of nonsence... thats all...

How i wish to be the once-upon-a-time me...
Back to high school bcoz college sucks...