i hate

I hate I hate...
These few days im feeling lk hell..
Lk im in the wrong world, different place..
ppl seems vry awkward 2me..
especially those ppl..
I don't know why the hell that im just not able to forget bout that damn problem..
Is like sumthing bothering me okie...
I tried my vry best to 4get bout it, but I still fail to do so..
I promised him to forget bout it, but somehow somewhere, that thing still pop up in my mind without warning..
I think of breaking up.. but when I think twice, izit worth it?
The problem is not between the 2 of us..
but, it's bcoz some ppl hu loves my bf so much n scare he get cheated by me.. what the heck..(im sory if i hurt u, when i say this, my bf..)
that part was the most hurtful wan.. noone will ever noe, how the feeling is..
I dun mind what she/he says bout me.. But the sentence she/he told.. reli vry vry hurtful.. to me la..
is lk.. my bf dono his gf is dat kind of girl.. therefore.. she nd to ask sum ppl to tell him that i am tht kind of girl.. who are u to judge me? huh!?
It was like me, myself, I am CHEATING him !!..
im soooooooooooooooooooooooo... i duno hw 2 express.. the feeling of angry n hurt..
why izit there is oweys other ppl between us?
i nvr understand..

~to be continued~