I don't really know how do i feel.. I don't exactly understand what I want..
Does the things I've now is all I want?
Am I now behaving like how I used to be?
sometimes it is so confusing...
I feel like giving up, but when i starts to think, I think I shoudn't as this might hurts people around me..
Im confuse bout everything..
How cum I can be sad bcoz of little minor things?
Why nowadays my tears flow easily?
I guess Im no longer tough lk how i use to be..
Not the surrounding is changing, maybe yes a little,
but 1 thing im still confused a little, am I the one who is changing?
Maybe I changed alot and im not well aware..
i think i've changed.. that is why i feel so confusing as i feel that im oweys unhappy n hard to satisfied...
Life is full of fun and laughter, and I dun feel that i had the laughter... Just say that Im greedy, im not ez to satisfy.. n Im confuse again, why im like that.. wth..
Where am I??..
Im lost in nowhere..
I don't know all choice made by me isit the right wan?
What I did izit the correct thing?
What im demanding for isit im must hv it?
I noe im lucky than alot of people, but still i hv -ve thinking...
now there's ntg to do with pms or whatsoever, i noe it's my own problem..
i duno how am I gonna handle things well..
The past was beautiful, but I know it's not possible anymore..
Amrit... i vry sad...
i duno what's wrong going on with me...
I duno how 2 bcum nylorac rdy..
but i noe u care 4me.. thank you..
Jon.. I wana ask u.. i 野蛮 not?? I mafan anot? u sanfu anot with me?
What I am to you?? can you tell me?..
a sincere ans...
ps: i noe my mum don't read dis, but anyway, happy birthday mum.
I love you always..
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4 comments:
just dont think abt the ppl who dont care abt u. life is much better without them. when they dont know how to treat u or others properly, why u wanna think so much abt them. theres more to life them. pure waste of time.
u can be the old carolyn who was always so happy, laughing away. just get rid of this ppl who hurt u n dont think abt them anymore. u will be alright. u always have all of us. be positive !!! =D
amrit.. im not thinking bout them rdy..
Being happie mmg apa yang saya nak all dis while... Maybe ar, now different environment edy, i in college, not 5 berlian dy oo..
haiyoo.. dun hv u edy.. so sad case..
You know ar, if u cum with me ar, sure nice wan.. I wont be how i am now.. i guaranttee.. hehehee.
anyway, thanks for ur words...
I will see how 1 day... go find nylorac back..
n rite, why the sunday cancel wan la? u cum my hse la den.. haha
tc...
i miss you Tirma.. hehe..
diff environment, u hv to adapt to it. if u dont, u will see urself facing probs. school life- no worries. when u go out, u will see all types of ppl. at first u will find it hard, but sooner or later everything will turn out fine. hve faith girl !
dun hv me ah? u shld be happier right? haha..lol. cancel coz many having tests n exams. will hv one as soon as everyone free again.
ur house ah, u din invite also. i just read =P lol
Miss you too !!!
Haha sincere answer? Yes i did felt that u r mafan and ye man..but think on your side..you are just trying make thing better..you wan both of us better and more comfortable.. This is my personal opinion..what is your actual purpose you have to ask your self.. Before you ask you self let me ask you am i telling u the right thing..i meant the info above.. 你烦恼是因为你要更好，你麻烦是因为你想为我好。
You are confuse because you dun know the thing you are doing are good or bad.. As i said do what think that is right.. But so far i can see that you are 一心一意地对我好.. I lousier than you haha.. Good thing will always never happen to you at once..you must meet "him" in order to receive..
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