I never thought I will do so.. I hv no idea why am I going thr... Eventhough how hard my heart doesn't wanna go, but stilll I drag myself to go.. I hv test the nxt day n im hving study with my friends.. but still she insist me to go... OK LAH, old ppl calllll..... If nt, ppl might say I da pai.. My friends even wants to go with me.. n i thank them for sayanging me.. =)
I go, is not bcoz that i wanna clearify myself or anything, n of coz not bcoz of wanna gv her face.. like duh... gv face? I vomite. n not bcoz i wana save my $$.
It's because, I dun1 her to think that my mum doesn't noe how to teach daughter, hav a no manners daughter.. I will feel sorry for my mummy..
Sincerely. I feel vry uncomfortable. sitting and eating on a same round table, with people that I hv issue with.. like wth... Eventhough with my friend, my not reli close fren, but still fren, I dun sit on the same table, but now.. see lah... I cnt even believe i went for it.. shit..
I felt vry miserable, like im lost in the space or somewhere.. AT that moment, i really wana finish up my food fast to leave there... I cnt wait to go back.. sigh
Thank god, i can control myself n keep my mouth shut, n not voice out some unpleasant words/sentence.. In a few min, I feel like asking her.. walao weh... But later, evrything goes up the wall, n im dead once again... Sitting thr with them, brings back all the "SWEET MEMORIESSSSSSSSSSSS" they gave me one month ago.. I feel reli suffocated...I reli feel lk frowning at her when she look at me, i dun wana look into the eyes oso.. I couldn't do anything, but to pretend.. I have no selera to eat.. But what to do? still i hv to swallow, if not ppl say i waste food.. although i ate, but tasteless as im nt enjoying.. Food is to njoy..
Then, at night after studyin... off we go to burger.. we finish off our study early.. all pro story teller, vry fast we finish revising..
today test le.. hahahehe.. bio... i duno how much i will get. i juz hope for the best...
But i tried my best, im happie.. thanks to all my friends.. muackss
I go, is not bcoz that i wanna clearify myself or anything, n of coz not bcoz of wanna gv her face.. like duh... gv face? I vomite. n not bcoz i wana save my $$.
It's because, I dun1 her to think that my mum doesn't noe how to teach daughter, hav a no manners daughter.. I will feel sorry for my mummy..
Sincerely. I feel vry uncomfortable. sitting and eating on a same round table, with people that I hv issue with.. like wth... Eventhough with my friend, my not reli close fren, but still fren, I dun sit on the same table, but now.. see lah... I cnt even believe i went for it.. shit..
I felt vry miserable, like im lost in the space or somewhere.. AT that moment, i really wana finish up my food fast to leave there... I cnt wait to go back.. sigh
Thank god, i can control myself n keep my mouth shut, n not voice out some unpleasant words/sentence.. In a few min, I feel like asking her.. walao weh... But later, evrything goes up the wall, n im dead once again... Sitting thr with them, brings back all the "SWEET MEMORIESSSSSSSSSSSS" they gave me one month ago.. I feel reli suffocated...I reli feel lk frowning at her when she look at me, i dun wana look into the eyes oso.. I couldn't do anything, but to pretend.. I have no selera to eat.. But what to do? still i hv to swallow, if not ppl say i waste food.. although i ate, but tasteless as im nt enjoying.. Food is to njoy..
Then, at night after studyin... off we go to burger.. we finish off our study early.. all pro story teller, vry fast we finish revising..
today test le.. hahahehe.. bio... i duno how much i will get. i juz hope for the best...
But i tried my best, im happie.. thanks to all my friends.. muackss
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