sad day

i thought accepting whatever he says n endure it will reduce arguments.. why it is still the same?
im too over again? or ??
am i tie-ing him too hard... he can't breathe?
accompanying me will let ppl laugh? y wud he have this kind of thoughts?
i didnt give him privacy? wat is happening? from the starting till now, y he now oni sound out?
he dun love me for who i am, i accept, n i try to change, i accept what he says, i endure his words...
He dun realised? he dunoo?
do he still need me? or his heart no longer love me?
why every week he at least complain me once?
he said only when he sees me he wont argue, n he like to talk face to face with me...
but when he is given chance, he say he wana do his own things?
his action make me doubt his love 2wards me, but he dun lik i doubt him..
y oni he tink he suffering accompanying me? y dun he thiknk ,im trying hard to change to a person he likes... im chnging myself, he says he doesn't force, but he kip on attacking me in my process of changing, aren't it's anothr kind of force?
i juz hv a simple thinking, i jz hope we cn be togethr whenever we can, n i duno it cause such things like no own time, no dis n dat...
y i jz wan simple, n eevrything bcum so complicated?
he say i peras ugut, n when he doing same thing, he has no wrg, but only me...
y?
izit bcoz i oso gt study i accompany him study is nescessary? then if no study go n accompany ppl study ppl will laugh? isit like that??? isit??
actually how does love works? what is the definition on love?
isit all guys the same? starting they treat u so nice... nicest thing ever... then after a period of time oni they pick pick pick things on u... dis is good, dis is bad, i dun like u lk dat n lk dis.. isit human nature?

He treat me sincerely he said, but if he is, why he need to say all those stuff as like he put down his dignity, to accompany me? accompanying me isit so shit n no-face thing to do??
I dunooo...